My heart needs to be cleaned and repaired from the damage caused by...
Where to begin... I've done a lot of bad things in my life, from drugs/alcohol abuse to physically damaging other people. Even though I've turned around and turned away from those kinds of things, I still deal with the thoughts of wanting to do them today. I have anger issues, I know this. However, since having Cerena three years ago, I've made a concentrated effort to control my anger. I don't want her to see me as an angry person. I want her to know that I love her and that I care for her. My heart needs to be cleaned and repaired from the damage of my past life. My family is not the greatest, but whose is? I want my own little family, that of my wife, my daughter, and I, to be better than the one I had growing up.
We all have baggage that we carry. Whether it is caused by things of our own doing, or things others have done to us, we still carry it. We need to ask God, our heartmaker, to heal us and repair us from this damage. Take care to do this, and life will get better. I promise. Later.
Where to begin... I've done a lot of bad things in my life, from drugs/alcohol abuse to physically damaging other people. Even though I've turned around and turned away from those kinds of things, I still deal with the thoughts of wanting to do them today. I have anger issues, I know this. However, since having Cerena three years ago, I've made a concentrated effort to control my anger. I don't want her to see me as an angry person. I want her to know that I love her and that I care for her. My heart needs to be cleaned and repaired from the damage of my past life. My family is not the greatest, but whose is? I want my own little family, that of my wife, my daughter, and I, to be better than the one I had growing up.
We all have baggage that we carry. Whether it is caused by things of our own doing, or things others have done to us, we still carry it. We need to ask God, our heartmaker, to heal us and repair us from this damage. Take care to do this, and life will get better. I promise. Later.
No comments:
Post a Comment